it took me long to finally understand that you didn’t just not know how much i was hurting, you simply didn’t care
things are getting too much and it’s harder than ever to carry on
I pushed you away and then blamed you for letting me go.
AF Montesino (Diary of a broken doll #1)
Why is it so difficult to forgive myself for something you did?
i’m sorry for being close enough for you to hurt me (via ink-and-oceans)
“Being in control of my own destruction has always seemed like a solution for it.”
— Rachel Cusk, on her smoking habit, as cited in Olivia Sudjic’s Exposure (via lifeinpoetry)
